The heart
Once filled with bliss and joy.
Is left with wounds,
Upon absence of a soul.
Could it be
Used to his presence?
Now it only longs for him.
Leaving endless pain within.
Regret not
For what was done.
The happiness felt
Was not a lie.
Struggling on to believe,
As light of hope starts to dim.
Yet only time could tell,
If these wounds would ever heal.
Shimmering, sparkling lights around.
Couples conquering street to street.
Everyone's pace was slow but one,
Walking as fast as her feet could go
To her sanctuary, called home.
My little angel
Forgive me,
For being such a selfish devil.
Bringing you into this world,
Was way beyond my ability.
Killing you was my only option,
Though I wished it wasnt so.
It was my fault to begin with,
I knew it all along.
The forbidden act shouldnt have been done,
But I couldnt resist those temptations.
Filled with remorse, guilt and regrets,
Yet too late to seek your forgiveness.
With this devious crime I now committed,
I shall, and I will
Take the burden of this sin,
To become the next Lucifer in time to come.
So rest in peace, my darling,
Dont stain your clean, pure hands,
With the hatred
The heart
Once filled with bliss and joy.
Is left with wounds,
Upon absence of a soul.
Could it be
Used to his presence?
Now it only longs for him.
Leaving endless pain within.
Regret not
For what was done.
The happiness felt
Was not a lie.
Struggling on to believe,
As light of hope starts to dim.
Yet only time could tell,
If these wounds would ever heal.
Shimmering, sparkling lights around.
Couples conquering street to street.
Everyone's pace was slow but one,
Walking as fast as her feet could go
To her sanctuary, called home.
How many years has it been since I left dA? 4 years? =/ These few days I've the sudden urge to write poems again. Because it's just a hobby, I've decided I'll post my poems here instead of my portfolio site. And probably a few doodles and sketches that doesn't fit into my portfolio site. So the things I'll be posting here from now on are more personal..? I just thought that this is the best place for personal works. A playground without feeling stressed out.
For those curious about what I've been up to... I've actually studied in Nanyang Polytechnic's School of Interactive and Digital Media. Graduated with a Diploma in Interactive Multimedia
EEPS!! lol i just realize i've forgotten to update this journal of mine! took me long enough to realize... ^^;
Even though my exams have FINALLY ended, i'm still so busy... errr well not really actually... rather i've been constantly going out shopping and watching movies w/ my friends. ^^;
also other than shopping i'm also trying to self learn japanese since i'm a poor person who doesn't have the money to register for a proper class.. *nose starts to grow long* XD lol but is definately getting harder to learn... *issh a slow slow turtle learner* x__x
have also go to libraries to borrow books on watercolouring and drawing. hoping that they
Konichiwa, mina-san!
Ermmm... As usual, more homework, remedials and exams comming to haunt me... >_>''' And also my skills, by now, have seriously rust to the core due to not drawing for ermm... months... so it's better not to expect anything much from me. ^^;
haha well putting that aside, even though I have started to draw again much recently (though is only rough sketches or so..) I'm still unable to post them up on DA, due to the fact that my scanner's no longer around w/ me. Cause my dad took it to his office again.. >___>''' yupx... sooo you know the rest of what will happen next... ^^;
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